today i was sick about everything. and that's why i decided to tidy all my things, change something in my room [which, by the way, is looking the same as it was 5 years before]. it's a bit different, but it's nothing special. but my point is to show myself how strong do i need some changes from time to time. i'm getting crazy when everything is the same day by day and again and again. i got less sentimental than i was, let's say, a year ago. now taking some things only for a rubbish, not for a souvenir any more, is easy to me and almost natural.
[all of this is only a pice of shit, but that's all about his coming tomorrow - i'm stupid and i